7 April 2012

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Please listen to me..

actually i'm not really good at Woman things, the only thing i know is only she is our opposite gender.just a year ago i like a girl in my class room,she is indeed my classmate. i feel so nervous, everytime i sit or stand near her, my heart beats faster, it feels like my heart gonna blow. the sweat drop upon my body, all my body become wet, and the bad thing is my hands is tremble.i think it's been a year since i like her, but until this time i never told her about my true feeling,i wonder why i can't. i know she know that i like her, but really, even she know about this, i just can't tell her.

i'm pathetic,i'm a loser,why ? why can't i tell u that i love u so much and ask u "will u be my girl friend?".

fine, it's okay for me, it's okay if i can't tell u, but thanks for letting me wandering around your feeling.i know, i'm not good enough for you, i know i can't be the best for you, i know i can't.but at least please let me to be the best thing i could receive, because, the only thing i want is, you like me just the way i'am. i don't want to be another person.it's me agus, with every good and bad thing that grown inside me and will be always like this, coz it's my true self.

 

i don't care if people judge me as a bad person, i swear i don't care..

i do something that i think is good for me, i walk into the path that i think it's my path, i fly into my dream with or without my wing.even they say to you that i was a bad person, at last it's up to you to judge me.the only thing i can do is just become my self, because i'm no one else except my self.

 

and if you gonna keep away from me, it's okay for me.because i don't want people judge you as a bad person just because you are the only girl in this school that become friend of mine.

you are a good girl, you are beauty,and smart, i don't want my existence in your life make you to be judge as fool girls.

 

let me tell u that i like and love u.i'm sorry, i'm really sorry, u can choose your path,even you hate me,i will look after you.i won't stand anywhere, i won't sit beside you, because i will always be in the front of the door inside your heart. i'm just waiting until u decide, i will sit here.

 

 

thanks for your time, thanks, really thanks.